Wednesday, June 26, 2013

A Different kind of Dream

Personal Dream, what does it mean?

When I woke up, I remembered this very odd personal dream, I don't know the reasoning behind it but it shook me awake as it was about 4 am, I got up briefly, and went back to sleep for an hour or so.
I was back in a very big house, and older white type building that sit on the top of a hill. With a white picked fence around it. But I remember being in shorts for the summer time. My stepmother had become very ill with cancer, in the late winter, for real. And soon passed away last winter about the last week of December.) for real. She was in this dream.? We had a family luncheon and gathered everyone around last Christmas, for real, it was the last time we were all together like that, except a couple of bothers, and my father. There was a reason for that too. (they are divorced, so he didn't feel obligated to go.) (But, my little sister thought he should go, and blamed me that he didn't go.) that is another story.) for real, it did happen. Ever since then our family has never been the same. We had a large family of 10 siblings, and 2 adults growing up on the farm, in real life.
Back to my dream; as I was going back and forth from the kitchen to the living room. Where my step mother was, we didn't always get along...I was basically checking up on her, make sure she was ok, and taken care of. I had a good friend of mine from school, come to this gathering, and family and friends from the town folks...She grabbed me by the arm and said, lets go Debbie. I said, ok, we drove down the hill, and to the high school, she took me in there with a long blue type coat on, and shorts under it. Yea, its seems odd that was that way, with 2 seasons types of clothes too, but when we entered the school auto to-rem I had my cell phone on to call my daughter, once to say I had left the house. I put it in my coat pocket, and sat it on the chair, by my friend Cindy. Well miraculously I had on, one of the prettiest dresses had ever seen, it was white with red bow, kinda like this picture. They had asked us girls, to walk around, and show them off, which I did. But when I came back, my coat, and friend and phone, were all gone. This shook me awake, after that I didn't know what happened to them, or what this very odd dream meant. If anyone has any answers for me, please comment, and thanks.